I've never blogged before.... so this is all kind of weird to me. I'm sure I'll get the hang of it soon. Anyhow, I don't know what kinds of things I'll write about... I'll most likely just use this as a way to vent. I try not to have so much pent up inside me, but I am always judging and complaining about people and things. I don't want to be that way, and I haven't been able to pin point where I got that from, so maybe I'll use this semester to blog my issues out and figure some things out. I'm tired of not really knowing who I am. My husband said that he thinks all the time about who he is and solves problems in his head, and that I need to do this too. That way I can be sure of decisions I make and how to react to certain situations when they come up. I just guess I've always felt like what's the point? I react how I react, and whatever happens happens.
I'm also sure that in all of this, I will ramble a lot. That's what I do. So I need to try to find some cohesion with things and go from there.
I feel like I need a lot of help, but at the same time, I think everyone else needs help.
(And then I think that I don't really feel that way. Because I've always believe that people are who they are, and who is someone else to tell them they need help. Because they may not be "normal?" I'm so conflicted... about everything.)
*Rhi*
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